I'm just a regular guy. Got'a wife and kid. I use to go to Mass most weeks, and that was enough "God" for me. Our Lord thought otherwise. My life fell apart in every aspect. When I was broken and lost I called out to the Lord. I said I'll serve you if you'll have a lowely sinner. That bout sums it up.
"What man among you having a hundred sheep and losing one of them would not leave the ninety-nine in the desert and go after the lost one until he finds it? And when he does find it, he sets it on his shoulders with great joy" Luke 15:4-5